M.O.W, You were just a bridge to her
I am deeply in love with my best friend. She's a girl and I'm a girl. I get really sad because I know I won't be the one sleeping next to her when it's 3am.
this makes me so sad. i know how you feel and I’m sorry.
M.O.W, HEAVEN WAS HER LOVELY FACE
I can relate to your poems but I'm Not a lesbian never been one or had intentions into. Is this odd? I can relate to words i don't feel?
You don’t have to be a lesbian to relate to my words, you just have to love someone
I heard about love my entire life,
it sounded like the most
beautiful thing ever.
But I thought it was
what people would do for love.
I never understood it
until I fell into it.
I really did not expect it to be
I did not expect love to
Spending nights awake crying
until I did not feel like crying anymore.
And hurting like,
hurting like something inside of me
had been broken.
And yearning for someone
like I have never yearned for
If this is love,
this painful feeling that
distorts you and leaves you
not to die, but to feel like dying.
If this is what love is,
I believe that it is still worth it.
Because I have never been happier
than when I was in love,
and I have never fallen apart
this badly before.
And it was a pleasure, really.
It was a pleasure to have my
insides feel like
they have been ruptured,
and then see you and feel
like I had the entire universe
right in front of me.
, It was a pleasure to fall in love
i dont know if i have ever said this before but your writing is fantastic and your blog is my favorite blog and i really relate to most of your work and its so perfect aw man
awwh thank you so much baby doll!! this message made me so happy!
You asked me what I saw in her, and I wondered what you didn’t see in her. I saw the way her lips bloomed into this life altering smile. How she never let anyone close to her, like she was protecting her heart even though it had already been torn apart. She looked me in the eyes and I swear I saw an entire universe through her glimmering pupils. I felt earthquakes inside myself when she said my name. I can’t live without her the way anyone can’t live without a liver. She’s pretty when she’s tired and even when she looks like she can no longer carry the bags under her eyes. I miss her when I’m with her and I miss her when I’m not. She’s so fierce and she never hides behind anyone. She has so much love inside her, I can tell because when she talks about her father, she starts to give off light. She touched me one time and my bruises weren’t tender anymore, and all my wounds closed up. Sometimes she smiles this genuine smile, and it disappears as soon as I blink. Her laugh helps me breathe when my lungs are giving up. I look at her, stars on her skin, the milky way in her eyes, and I swear she’s part of the sky. She tucks all her feelings behind her ear and I love her for it. When someone asked me for my address I almost said her name. When she’s sad she still smiles with teeth. When she’s happy birds start to sing. I go home and cry about her in the shower. You asked me why I loved her and I asked you why you didn’t.
, You asked me why I loved her and I asked you why you didn’t
Do you speak any other languages?
I speak Dari, and I can read and write Arabic but I can’t speak it that well.
M.O.W, There’s a gap in my heart that only you could ever fill
Why don't you want anyone to find out this is your blog
Not a lot of people know that I like girls, and I don’t want anyone to know that I write poetry. I think showing these types of emotions will make people look at me differently, especially because I’m not a very deep person in person. Only my close friends know about this blog.
Whenever I see you,
it seems like my bones were made
just to ache
and my hands were made
just to shake
and my heart was made
just to break
and my breath was made
just for you to take
and I swear your laugh
felt like an earthquake
and your smile made me numb
for god’s sake
you are a dream
and I never want to wake.
, This love is anything but fake
You are a very brave and beautiful writer. I know exactly everyone of your emotions. I just wanted to let you know that you're writing is extremely incredible, and i hope someone loves you one day the way you love this girl. Please never stop writing, you're amazing.
You’re so kind, thank you very much. I am so glad that you like my writing. You’re a gem and I really appreciate this message. xxx
Would you post a pic of yourself pls
i would but i don’t even have a nice picture of myself and I’m also kinda afraid of anyone finding this blog and knowing its mine
How do you look like?
I have black curly hair, bangs, and tan skin.
I FELT YOUR BODY FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER AND I SWEAR MY HANDS HAVE NEVER QUIVERED SO HARD BEFORE I ALWAYS THOUGHT ABOUT HOW MY HANDS WOULD FEEL ON YOUR HIPS BUT THE ACTUAL THING WAS BETTER THAN ANYTHING I COULD HAVE EVER COME UP WITH IN MY HEAD YOUR BODY IS THE CONTAINER OF EVERYTHING INSIDE YOU EVERYTHING THAT YOU ARE THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE INSIDE YOU AND I AM DAZED KNOWING I GOT THAT CLOSE TO IT THAT I GOT TO ALMOST FEEL THAT SOLAR SYSTEM FLOATING INSIDE YOU